Saturday, 27 March 2010 {}
My baby.. We will be able to go through this right? Awaiting us is the happiness after all these right? We'll be able to experience that right?
Take good care of yourself all the time asshole. Don't get into trouble alright. I love you
time 4:51 am
Sunday, 21 March 2010 {}
Blank air.. Staring into to blank space wondering exactly what to do..
Why can't we both understand each other. Why can't I seem to meet you ecpectations however hard I try?
Those aching pains you inflict on me whenever you reprimant me.. Baby... I'm sorry for having to make you suffer with such a stupid and naive me. I know quite clearly myself... We are on the verge of seperating anytime now.
Holding on to all these last few moments that we fear losing anytime.
Suffering from my charateristics, my irritating habit of not being able to speak up, to only know how to hide things and not keep to all my promises. I'm terribly sorry to cause all these.
Yet I have not done anything for this relationship.. Always acting clever and making things worse...
Dear. You don't deserve all these.. Someone else out there is meant for you.. Not me., the ways I've mistreated you si much..
I really feel that in whatever ways I try to change.. It won't help.. I don't want to add up to your problems and etc. Maybe it might be worth going through a short period of pain instead of continuously having to be bothered by our relationship.. You might feel so much better in the future..
I can't help but cry whenever I imagine life after seperating.. It feels so hard and unbearable. I dare not face up to this feeling.. How I felt for that one month.. I chose to force myself to not to think of you at all and try to adapt to another lifestyle.. I've made many mistakes too, and cause excruciating heartache once again...
Even hugging you feels so precious now. Cherishing all the wrong things.. I swallow down all those harsh words you say every now and then. Along with this I try my best not to compare how different everything was before. I dare not face the present you with such insults of me..
I'll perserve.. Awaiting for that so call sun after rain.
time 3:07 am
Monday, 7 December 2009 {}
Okay, here again. This time, cause I'm bored and just felt like typing. I know you're reading this. Nevermind...
time 5:30 am
Monday, 30 November 2009 {}
My h2h, helloz
Sometimes I wish you can answer me. I feel that I'm such a fcuker, I don't know what to do.. I really don't know how to change.. I really don't understand what you want.. What in the hell is all this about? Why is this flipping, tossing and going rounds and rounds?
Why would I still feel afraid to lose.. I thought I was able to give you up.. Whats holding all these back.. I shouldn't be here in your life. Cause everytime I take you for granted, I've never appreciated so much that you've sacrificed.
You ask me to treat you kinder, so I was treating you so cruelly all this time.. You suffer with me. I'm actually the cause for that 1 month..
I never consider your feelings, only knowing to consider others, and always forgetting yours. I'm guilty towards him, and never felt guilty towards you though you've done so much more
I don't know how to lift my head up to you now. I don't know..
time 5:22 am
I let you down.. You'll not be able to take my nonsense for long.. Nvm, I don't even understand what I'm thinking or feeling now..
time 4:08 am
Tuesday, 24 November 2009 {}
I'm really afraid to face the day when Bai's out. Cause I seriously don't know whats goign to happen. Should I hand his things over to someone so that it'll be handed to him not directly by me? I really don't know what I'm suppose to do now. I dont want to give qq false alarm again. I don;t know what exact thing I'm feeling now. Temptation over and over again. Boomzzzzz
I dont want q to think that I treat him as a spare tyre. Though it looks like I am..... I dont want to..
Why can't I make decisions.... Guide me someone....
time 12:15 am
Monday, 23 November 2009 {}
Yoz, I'm here to rant and complain about life again. Went through here and realised how fast something can just change. Would you all understand me? Do you all know what I'm trying to get at and do?
I hate my bad points, why must it be being unable to make decisions, taking things for granted and being so forgiving? Why can't they be being heartless, with the hack care attitude and never ever think about how others wil feel?
Cause I'm feeling utterly down now being unable to make decisions. I freaking cannot make up my mind for anything! At one point when i decide something, I fear for the one that I'm letting go of and then I'll get back at the same state of confusion of what to do.
I'm so afraid to lose, I dont want to! Yet I'm guilty for not keeping to what I said before though knowing you wouldnt blame me. If only I can have the abilities of Edward Cullen and know whats going on on that mind of yours. Cause I can't get anything! One minute you're still there, the other minute you make me feel like you;re totally gone. Why am i holding back? Why can't I make up my mind? why!
I don't want to hurt anyone, I really don't! Then why am I still doing this knowing someone might get hurt? Can someone guide me through this moment where I'm totally lost and not knowing where to go next?
I cannot resist the temptation of my fingers running through my keypad then hoping for your reply though roughly knowing the truth already. I'm dizzy from thinking about all this, I really am... But why? Why can;t I stop this why!
Friends never look like friends. I've never knew any of my friends in any way. H, you dont trust me at all. You lied to me, I'm so disappointed in you.. Why all this war going on when we can have peace? WHY WHY WHY?! Would someone please answer these questions for me? D:
time 1:14 am
Wednesday, 28 October 2009 {}
My dear, you're inside now. I'm missing you dearly out here.. How are you doing there? How's the food? Got get bullied not? haha. I didn't expect 1 month to pass so slowly. You know, I've got absolutely NOTHING to do lo..
Almost 3 whole days I've stayed at home le leh. Eating a lot too. Haha, I can't wait for your discharge. I miss you so much my dear!
Got nobody to talk to me on the phone or msg me already. Got handphone equals to not having also. I miss your company so much.. I'll visit you soon :D I hope
time 9:19 pm
Thursday, 8 October 2009 {}
Baby, good luck. Nothing will happen, you'll call me in a while, i know.
Nothing wil happen, nothing will, you'll be okay, I'll get to see you in a while.
Fuck the curfew, Breach that fucking nbcb curfew.
I'm so stressed, my tears have been drained out from my eyes already.
Haha, help me? 0.0 Please?
time 3:51 pm
Somebody help me.. I can't seem to get enough sleep. Burning midnight oil with the outcome of nothing much.
You don't understand me at all.. Though you can easily feel it when I'm moodless and so, you assume things, things that cut me deep inside..
I'm losing hope, the more I think, the more pressure I get.
Tears just drop down uncontrollably when I worsen your situation, I don't want to see you like that.
Am I just adding on to your burden? I guess I am, I haven't seen you smile for a while, you're the one that have changed my dear.. not me..
Change in a way that you no longer smile that often, always looking so deep in thoughts. Wouldn't it be hard to laugh and joke when you see someone you love so depressed.
Baby, I can't help you in any way, I'm a lousy girlfriend.
I don't want to add on to your burden, I'm finding ways to help you, but the ways I thought could help you just dosen't suit you at all.
What am I to do.. Fuck everything, examinations and curfews all coming at the same time. How to rest? I feel so tired, yet I don't know what to start with.
Baby, dont burst, I'll be behind you.
but i'm afraid, would if i am the one that burst first?
Sometimes things I don;t tel you have a reason to it, sometimes when I act diffferently it dont mean I've fallen for others.
Your words pierced me hard.. numb.. numb,, numb.. i'm numb.. Haha, LIFE'S LIKE THIS
When you treat people good, they don't see it at all. I've cared for all of you, but nobody is helping me now, I don't know who to pour my sorrows to.
I dont own a respect that I'm supposed to have. Sometimes you all make me feel that i'm not welcomed in this family. I'm your sister, do you know the consequences if you dont help me? You want to see me go in and sit? You dont respect me at all, threatening me with all this.
I don't seem to be appreciated when I do stuffs, then why do them?!
School, I'm there only for one reason, to pass my examinations. But I doubt I can, I've lost all confidence. I feel so left out sometimes. I hate you! Are you my childhood friend or just someone stabbing me at my back? I hate your comments, yet I can't say anything, cause I know I'll never beat you in speaking. bleahhhhhhhhhhhh, LIFE,,,,,,,,,
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time 12:07 am
Tuesday, 29 September 2009 {}
B ah! what am i supposed to do uh.
One side of you so pathetic, the other side like, this is supposed to be your life.
stop gambling uh, please! know your limits!
father pleading me to make you change..
worried for you for one moment, the other moment... ???
please uh, take good care of yourself! i dont want to see you get into any trouble.
GP!
7pm... I'll try, wish me good luck everyone.
i pray that my curfew can be extended..
two more weeks! tahan abit can already!!!!
if not .. good bye le lo~
goodbye nevermind la, i know you'll be there :D
but i dont want!
time 10:20 pm
Saturday, 26 September 2009 {}
Babbbby... it makes my heart "sour" just thinking about yesterday.
How bout I treat yours likee how you always treat mine?
Sometimes, its really not always my fault. All i can do everytime is just to hold back my tears and keep quiet..
Could you imagine if all of mine back out because of you?
Who would accompany me for the 3-5 months when you're not going to be here.
Realy I wished someday you would understand, at least not say things in front of them..
time 1:26 pm
Sunday, 9 August 2009 {Miserably Miserable}
:(
I feel like a bird locked up in a cage that all friends have abandoned and gone busy with their own stuff forgetting me.
I have to chirp like a happy bird to satisfy my owner, though i'm going coarse soon.
I'm still able to live, so dont worry, they provide me with water and food everyday.
I get walks every afternoon.
I still have a life, a miserable one..
time 3:48 pm
lalalala, i hate school, i hate my friends, i hate my life ):
You isolate me again and again. I'm trying my very very best to study hard already.. but its difficult when you feel so left out. It dosen't feel good at all. 1 more year, just one more year and I can get out of this fucking pathetic school..
But one year's really long.. Sometimes its hard to hide all your emotions when you're feeling so bad inside.. My 2 best friends in school seem to always leaving me behind. I always have nothing to say about your sacarstic comments. I'm like a weirdo in this class. Thing that all of you laugh about seem so lame to me. Your jokes are so childish even. Still i laugh along. Though i can't fit in. I always feel so left out and terrible inside.. No one sees it.. But i keep one aim in my mind, i'm here to study, so i'll finish this shit soon and get out of this freaky place..
Sometimes i wish i can shout and screan at you, but all i did was laugh and go along with the flow.. Maybe i'll burst and go crazy one day, who knows?
hhahah, i can tolerate lots of stuff, but seriously, i dont like it at all. Like wth, who likes to tolerate things?
hahahahha, i'm so confused about relationship stuff too. What a bitch, like hopscotch like that, keep jumping around. mother cb, heartless girl.
go and die luh, no use staying in this world. your friends dont even apprieciate what you do for them. all they do is quarrel quarrel. Childish.
you're no difference whether you're here or not hahaha
CASSELYN!!
why are you so stupid....
7pm curfew, counselling, urine tests....
1 year leh!! you can tolerate not?! or you want to go girls home instead?!
hais... what to do? fuck life...
time 1:55 am
Saturday, 16 August 2008 {}
back home alr . met claudia at tiong previously .
went to this pastashop at tiongbahru . there was vacancy there for part-time workers.
we filled in this form and the people there said they will inform us about other things later .
wooh ! i hope i can work there . i need more money for tabbaco ):
found out something thats works already . yeah , even if its bad for health . i think i'm not going to care already . so many people out there are also doing the same thing
since claudia claimed that the worlds gona end at year 2012 , just in case its real . doing all this will be kinda worth it ? who knows , evrybody might just die suddenly that day ~
so this means i must live without regrets , i'll do many thngs i never tried hopefully .
hahas , but if the world dosent end ... well , i dont know ...............................
once and again ,i i'm bored
time 11:07 pm
hmm , quite some time since i post or what ?
i want to change my blogskin . it looks really irritating to me in some kind of way ..
another tragedy .. decided to lock up my phone with pincodes so mum would never get a chance to invade my privacy , i actually ended up locking up my sim card with a number of tries to crack the pincode . wtf !
back to square one , no phone again until it gets fixed. mum send it to the nokia centre alr .
really down on my luck nowadays , my confidence and everything is like going down down down ..
i dont have moods for this , that . cant decide what to wear and spend hours messing up the cupboard trying to find something suitable . in the end , i either end up wearing the same thing from the start or something very simple ..
life's really boring , i cant seem to find any interesting stuffs anymore . my freedom is being watched so tightly i feel like a prisoner or rather , a small kid .
i miss those times when i can stay out as late as i like to . and do whatever i want
but all the wrong things i did , i guess i have to pay for all this .
i shouldnt give in too much , they'll just step further and further .
not talking back or just ignoring by walking away , actually leads to your fucking insultings that hurt me so much . who are you to say this of me ?
i really wish to be independant and find a job to occupy more of my time , instead of staying at home , slacking with friends and wasting money .
too much free time also leads me to wishful thinkings . going to places we we went to before . brings back memories once and again .. but all this are in the past , long time ago
time 12:56 am
Wednesday, 13 August 2008 {}
fuck lah .. i'm feeling like so damn angry right now . wtf! maybe you think this is fun and jokable , grow up lah please ! part of it is my fault i know . @#$%^(*&^ !!! i dont know what to say luh . f !
time 5:47 pm
i'm home .. went to merah to ate at macdonalds with josie and sili .
not in a very good mood today yea ~
hahas , maybe going to have a swim with sili later on at safra
tmr , going over to somewhere near plaza sing for something .. i guess its going to require money once again ~
and now .. some photos ?
i know my photo quality sucks badly . ha ~
& yeah , i suddenly missed those times of feefoh-ing !
hais , dont know why too . but i know i cant , this'll led in to manymany troubles if i really do it out of temptaion .
shag bodoh ! i really dont know why ..
time 4:27 pm
Tuesday, 12 August 2008 {}
i'm at ng sili's house right now (: till about 5 when she leaves for her tuiiitioooon ~
hahas , has been veryvery long since i went out with josie and sili together , like just now.
ate kfc at anchorpoint , went to this shop which sells books .
spend about half an hour looking through some of the celebrities book . ha ~
after a while josie had to go .
me and sili left later on at about 3.45pm .
i'll upload photos later :D
time 4:05 pm
Monday, 11 August 2008 {}
and today !
last minute decision , met claudia at tiong
waited for someone , but he didnt came in the end
claudia wanted to watch movie , so i suggested to go to shaw house ~
so took bus over to orchard and watched ' money not enough 2 '
quite touching uh , representing mother's great love !
hahas , walked around for a while and back to tiong
met leiting , francita and magdeline at sky park for a while before going home.
sorry sili , for not accompanying you ..
and yeah people , music !
i guess tmr will be school again , boring . i wonder if josie is going to invent something special again , hahas .
time 10:30 pm
erm , pls click on the red cross , as in the small one to stop the irritating song in the background.i canot find the code that represents ..some pictures of that day ~ hahahas , whilst getting ready and in the bus ..
i found something back (: which makes me feel better :Dand wheni'm back form malaysia !
called avriel and shes at the basketball court which is like near me house .
so went down and met her , havent seen her for a very very long time alr .
and now , pictures :D
ok , its not very nice but so what ? avriel's inside :x
time 12:06 pm
Sunday, 10 August 2008 {}
!
i'm bored .. life have so many ups and downs .
one day you might just find yourself in a situation where you cant turn left , right or go back .
like now , without a goal in your life , you wander around .. be happy , disapointed , sad for all kinds of reasons . times you attempt to do things to hurt yourself , times you do things which you think could help you ease your sorrows .
not thinking of the consequences behind . have you ever thought , are all these things your doing really worth it ?
yes , of course you would . others would never never understand anything behind all this.
people might not appreciate those every little things you did for them
yet , they'd treat it as . you are supposed to do this , why not ?
while you continue doing stupid stuffs like this hoping they'll return you in favour .
those are lies , simply lies . nobody will ever see anything you've did for the, till this day when they really lose you , then they'll know .
you try to understand others , how you ever wondered ? did they ever tried to understand you at all ? nope , they never. put yourself in other people's shoes . i learnt many meaningful things from this phrase . before you ever comment or do anything , go through this .. what would others think ?
you might just provoke or hurt someone without realising it . some might treat it as if nothing happened , some hurt deep down inside . others turn around and hate you.
maybe , till this day . i still canot understand what was in your mind .
have you ever loved me ? were you just playing with me , or is it just my fault .
throw you away , wait for you . i could have never decide .
realising i'm not 'the one' anymore , or i never was . slowly , you can let go of something you loved simply so much . grow up , when you look back , you would see that you're plain childish.
if you and that guy is really meant to be , it will be . people say life is already planned out for you , if that is true , all these are fated ..
love can be beautiful , very beautiful . but when its gone , it'll not be beautiful anymore .
dont let love walk all over you , have control of yourself . who knows , maybe he's just right in front of you .
cherish life , dont waste it
time 11:06 pm
Saturday, 9 August 2008 {}
woots ~ i'm at malaysia again .
sian bodoh !
yesterday was quite fun :D weikiet didnt came though .
so got ready , change and everything . after that took bus down to vivo and change to bus 30 all the way to somewhere in taman jurong there.
met weijie at the bus stop and waited for henry to come .
watched them play till about 6plus , timothy came too .
after that ... cab down to night safari ~ lols , nothing much though
just sat in the tram and ride one round through the thing.
cab down to ck , ate there and back to jurong to watch midnight movie' journey to the centre of the earth '
till about 2am , dad came and fetch me . home sweet home :D :D
time 2:47 pm
Friday, 8 August 2008 {}
now , some pictures before i go :D
i'm wearing red and white ! hahas , too bad i dont have red shoes .
night safari ! i'm excited bodoh ! .
time 11:02 am
didnt ndp at school today ~
just gone through someone's blog .
he really really aint worth my love before !
let go and move on .. yeah , thats the best ever . i wouldnt know what will become of me if it's me during that time . k , i dont know how to phrase this lah .
so later , i got mum's permission to go alr ! i'm so excited ... :D
meeting weijie lakeside , 2pm .
i'm going to get ready at about 11plus or 12 . hahhas .
but i think after that mother's going to make me go malaysia with her ):
she's controling my life like f. now . i hate it luh
times she makes me very angry . later on she'll do something to make me guilty .
like , what the hell is this lah .
hmm , nvm . this wont be forever btw :D
time 9:26 am
Thursday, 7 August 2008 {}
hahas , i dont know whether to be happy or what.
why do tears roll down so easily nowadays ..
i hope tmr will be fun . i'm meeting weijie they all .
as in weijie weikiet they all . hahas , i'm afraid of their reactions if they see changes in me ):
hais , mum returned me phone ler .
i have to beg her to allow me to ton tmr . not exactly ton , but somewhere there ?
veryvery long time since i saw them ler :D
night safari tmr ? i dunno .. hahas , i've already decided what to wear ..
i cant explain my feelings now people !
time 9:12 pm
Wednesday, 6 August 2008 {}
phew , just finished helping cousin type out some veryvery long script .
hmm .. i havent gone out till late at night for quite some time ler !
but nvm , slowly bah . will have the chance de !
went to swim by myself today , sili had to accompany somebody else ~
hahas , not bad lur .
after swiming , went to look for claudia ! pei her slack slack a while then went back home le
people ! hahas , national day coming ler .
i hope that i can spend that day happily with friends i love :D
i miss kor ! (hahas , if you happen to see this (: )
but maybe i going malaysia on that day again ): i dont want to go sial ..
just wish that i wont have to go to malaysia ~ i want to spend overnight watching firework all those too :D .
time 9:59 pm
Monday, 4 August 2008 {}
fuck life !
i feel so stressed and depressed right now .
when i can settle everything down and be happy again .
let go of all the stuffs thats making me feel so miserable
why does people always like to spoil every single thing , i feel very angry too .
but what can i do ? shout and make things worse or make you feel guilty ?
home is not like home . it feels like hell now
when i try to respect and go your way . what i have in return is something worse instead of you trying to give in at all
i've stopped rebeling alot alr , what else do you f. want ?!
i tried making life easier for you alr , you dont even f. appreaciate it .
you choosed to give up your job , its none of my buisness !
why cant you just dont care about me !! you lead your life and i lead mine
i'd rather find a job and move out of this house if i had a choice , i dont need to live on you
motherfucker , i hate you .
if i find anything or everything that changed in my phone bcos of you .
i'll be f.sure that you'll regret it
i dont care whatever consceqences i might have to face .
you think your way if always correct .
yeah , i know that i was in the wrong , due to the things we both agreed on .
did you go according to that ? never .
how i wished that your f.attitude would stop bothering me right now
time 3:04 pm
Sunday, 3 August 2008 {}
hahas , malaysia's not bad :D
suddenly dont feel like goin back and stay here instead.
but no choice , i'll be back by tonight i guess
went to bball court to watch some matchess .
quite interesting eh , i havent got this kinda feeling for a veryvery long time alr.
what i'm refering to , for me to know and you to find out :D
people ! time is precious , stop waiting and move on !
dont let that burden hold you down for so long , theres lots of better things ahead .
start anew and dont ever look back ! it'll be f. worth it
claudia lee ! learn from me ok , DONT LOOK BACK !
time 1:46 pm
Saturday, 2 August 2008 {}
i'm currently at malaysia's lan shop now !
mum forced to to come here with her ~
but nvm , i can spend as much as i want here :D
i'll be back by tmr night i think .
johnlim return my phone back ler ! but now is my mothee's turn dont want to return me . wtf !
hahas , nvm bah . i used to not having a phone le .
time 12:58 pm
Thursday, 31 July 2008 {}
hahas ! i found my older memory card and here are some photos !
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i feel i look better last time . now ? -.- like shit
too bad i dont have my hpone to compare lahs . hahas
i miss the past very badly !
okay , for today . after school mum fetched me and claudia to tiong
met peiqi there and weixiong .
slack slack around there and went hoswee .
found it kinda boring so went up to peiqi's house .
chatted for a while , watched tv and so on .
after that mum came and fetch me . send claudia home and went home
claudia lee ! hahas , i talking to you on the phone now
time 7:04 pm
Monday, 28 July 2008 {}
hahas , i finally got to go out today !!
thanks to some sweeet talk to mummy .
i kindof rushed through the whole of the science retest so that i'll have more time with other friends . ha ~
called claudia on her phone and met her at tiong bahru's bus stop
i was so damn high at that time lah .. saw yongjie , weijie and other ,people.
after walking around at plaza , went to the street soccer court .
many,many others were there
so kindof slack slack around there and run up and down buying snacks and drinks
oh ya , got to know some puipui guy thats quite cute lah .. hahas
need to reach home at 6 so left the place at about 5.45
claudia and nevin send me to the busstop (:
haha , CLAUDIA LEE . I LOVE YOU MANY . will this do ?
time 8:23 pm
Friday, 25 July 2008 {}
here to post again ~
school was boring and johnlim is such a unreasonable guy
he took my phone for about two weeks alr and still dont want to return me
whats more he read through all my msges and blahblahblah ~~
i'm starting to hate him alr !
i hope he dont delete anything in my phone ):
i miss lots and lots of people ):
time 7:28 pm
Monday, 21 July 2008 {}
i've been at home from thursday , firday , saturday , sunday and today
so from monday to thursday , four more days to go .
and i really wonder when i'll get my phone back ):
nothing special , i've been home and all the things i did is
reading , watching tv , playing games , chatting on the phone and the computer.
hahas , and last of all going out with family ?
i miss the outside world ):
and i swear i'm going out after school on thursday /
time 1:03 pm
Tuesday, 8 July 2008 {}
hmm , back home !
today after school went to eat at depots with dad . their fish and chips are not bad (:
went back home , changed and down to tiong to meet claudia ~
didnt saw her for quite some time ler , so followed her home to change and eat
bought things nearby and slacked around there
nothing much to do there so bused down to queensway shopping centre !
hahas , long time since i went there
window-shopping with her and found a place and chitchat ~
hahas , mum came and fetch us and brought us to redhill market to eat !
we ate the carrot cake there , send claudia home :D
time 11:02 pm
Thursday, 3 July 2008 {}
people people ! daddy's threatening me now ):
i feel so angry and sad . i wonder why adults just dont understand why and what we want to do .
everybody needs time right ? and when i thought i could turn everything back once again , you just come around and distract me from it .
my time now is only till 3 , dad wants me to make a decision if not ...
i guess i'll just keep quiet later , whatever he does . just face it !
another thing , i fell down the stairs yesterday , wothout even realising :x
now theres a bruise on my face , neck , shoulder and leggggg
hmm .. i got so many things in my mind now , but i just dont know how to explain
i hate mum and dad !
time 1:11 pm
Tuesday, 1 July 2008 {}
how she landed him in this situation
then how she told her to just ignore , and how she told her to go ahead with it
how him treated her so wonderfully
how he told her those things to make her feel theres a chance again
although she knows its still gona end somehow in a bad way
how he has to choose between she and her
how she feels like she being so naive and stupid to able to never accept the fact that its not gona work in either way
how she feels so guilty for everyevery thing she did
how they treated her when she found a way out , how they thought they were doing the right thing , how her family's troubling her so much
how she landed other people into a worse place
how they told her that she loves him so much , tried to turn around but still ends up in the same place .
now theres no ther place but home :(
time 4:52 pm
Sunday, 29 June 2008 {}
tmr's monday ~ another thing to look forward to .
for very very long alr , but it hasent happened yet!
cause that someones fucking coward and feels that its better to bring the principal into the scene -.-
i'm feeling soooo lost now , so many things are bothering me .
espiecially through this weekend ... yikes , what am i suppose to do now ?
time 9:15 pm
for people who cant get through my phone .
my contract service has stopped alr ): i'll have my new number send to you soon :D
i hace nothing much to say but
this weekend totally suckks !
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