Monday, 4 August 2008 {}
fuck life !
i feel so stressed and depressed right now .
when i can settle everything down and be happy again .
let go of all the stuffs thats making me feel so miserable
why does people always like to spoil every single thing , i feel very angry too .
but what can i do ? shout and make things worse or make you feel guilty ?
home is not like home . it feels like hell now
when i try to respect and go your way . what i have in return is something worse instead of you trying to give in at all
i've stopped rebeling alot alr , what else do you f. want ?!
i tried making life easier for you alr , you dont even f. appreaciate it .
you choosed to give up your job , its none of my buisness !
why cant you just dont care about me !! you lead your life and i lead mine
i'd rather find a job and move out of this house if i had a choice , i dont need to live on you
motherfucker , i hate you .
if i find anything or everything that changed in my phone bcos of you .
i'll be f.sure that you'll regret it
i dont care whatever consceqences i might have to face .
you think your way if always correct .
yeah , i know that i was in the wrong , due to the things we both agreed on .
did you go according to that ? never .
how i wished that your f.attitude would stop bothering me right now