Saturday, 16 August 2008 {}
hmm , quite some time since i post or what ?
i want to change my blogskin . it looks really irritating to me in some kind of way ..
another tragedy .. decided to lock up my phone with pincodes so mum would never get a chance to invade my privacy , i actually ended up locking up my sim card with a number of tries to crack the pincode . wtf !
back to square one , no phone again until it gets fixed. mum send it to the nokia centre alr .
really down on my luck nowadays , my confidence and everything is like going down down down ..
i dont have moods for this , that . cant decide what to wear and spend hours messing up the cupboard trying to find something suitable . in the end , i either end up wearing the same thing from the start or something very simple ..
life's really boring , i cant seem to find any interesting stuffs anymore . my freedom is being watched so tightly i feel like a prisoner or rather , a small kid .
i miss those times when i can stay out as late as i like to . and do whatever i want
but all the wrong things i did , i guess i have to pay for all this .
i shouldnt give in too much , they'll just step further and further .
not talking back or just ignoring by walking away , actually leads to your fucking insultings that hurt me so much . who are you to say this of me ?
i really wish to be independant and find a job to occupy more of my time , instead of staying at home , slacking with friends and wasting money .
too much free time also leads me to wishful thinkings . going to places we we went to before . brings back memories once and again .. but all this are in the past , long time ago