Sunday, 10 August 2008 {}
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i'm bored .. life have so many ups and downs .
one day you might just find yourself in a situation where you cant turn left , right or go back .
like now , without a goal in your life , you wander around .. be happy , disapointed , sad for all kinds of reasons . times you attempt to do things to hurt yourself , times you do things which you think could help you ease your sorrows .
not thinking of the consequences behind . have you ever thought , are all these things your doing really worth it ?
yes , of course you would . others would never never understand anything behind all this.
people might not appreciate those every little things you did for them
yet , they'd treat it as . you are supposed to do this , why not ?
while you continue doing stupid stuffs like this hoping they'll return you in favour .
those are lies , simply lies . nobody will ever see anything you've did for the, till this day when they really lose you , then they'll know .
you try to understand others , how you ever wondered ? did they ever tried to understand you at all ? nope , they never. put yourself in other people's shoes . i learnt many meaningful things from this phrase . before you ever comment or do anything , go through this .. what would others think ?
you might just provoke or hurt someone without realising it . some might treat it as if nothing happened , some hurt deep down inside . others turn around and hate you.
maybe , till this day . i still canot understand what was in your mind .
have you ever loved me ? were you just playing with me , or is it just my fault .
throw you away , wait for you . i could have never decide .
realising i'm not 'the one' anymore , or i never was . slowly , you can let go of something you loved simply so much . grow up , when you look back , you would see that you're plain childish.
if you and that guy is really meant to be , it will be . people say life is already planned out for you , if that is true , all these are fated ..
love can be beautiful , very beautiful . but when its gone , it'll not be beautiful anymore .
dont let love walk all over you , have control of yourself . who knows , maybe he's just right in front of you .
cherish life , dont waste it