Sunday, 9 August 2009 {}
lalalala, i hate school, i hate my friends, i hate my life ):
You isolate me again and again. I'm trying my very very best to study hard already.. but its difficult when you feel so left out. It dosen't feel good at all. 1 more year, just one more year and I can get out of this fucking pathetic school..
But one year's really long.. Sometimes its hard to hide all your emotions when you're feeling so bad inside.. My 2 best friends in school seem to always leaving me behind. I always have nothing to say about your sacarstic comments. I'm like a weirdo in this class. Thing that all of you laugh about seem so lame to me. Your jokes are so childish even. Still i laugh along. Though i can't fit in. I always feel so left out and terrible inside.. No one sees it.. But i keep one aim in my mind, i'm here to study, so i'll finish this shit soon and get out of this freaky place..
Sometimes i wish i can shout and screan at you, but all i did was laugh and go along with the flow.. Maybe i'll burst and go crazy one day, who knows?
hhahah, i can tolerate lots of stuff, but seriously, i dont like it at all. Like wth, who likes to tolerate things?
hahahahha, i'm so confused about relationship stuff too. What a bitch, like hopscotch like that, keep jumping around. mother cb, heartless girl.
go and die luh, no use staying in this world. your friends dont even apprieciate what you do for them. all they do is quarrel quarrel. Childish.
you're no difference whether you're here or not hahaha
CASSELYN!!
why are you so stupid....
7pm curfew, counselling, urine tests....
1 year leh!! you can tolerate not?! or you want to go girls home instead?!
hais... what to do? fuck life...