Tuesday, 24 November 2009 {}
I'm really afraid to face the day when Bai's out. Cause I seriously don't know whats goign to happen. Should I hand his things over to someone so that it'll be handed to him not directly by me? I really don't know what I'm suppose to do now. I dont want to give qq false alarm again. I don;t know what exact thing I'm feeling now. Temptation over and over again. Boomzzzzz
I dont want q to think that I treat him as a spare tyre. Though it looks like I am..... I dont want to..
Why can't I make decisions.... Guide me someone....