Monday, 30 November 2009 {}
My h2h, helloz
Sometimes I wish you can answer me. I feel that I'm such a fcuker, I don't know what to do.. I really don't know how to change.. I really don't understand what you want.. What in the hell is all this about? Why is this flipping, tossing and going rounds and rounds?
Why would I still feel afraid to lose.. I thought I was able to give you up.. Whats holding all these back.. I shouldn't be here in your life. Cause everytime I take you for granted, I've never appreciated so much that you've sacrificed.
You ask me to treat you kinder, so I was treating you so cruelly all this time.. You suffer with me. I'm actually the cause for that 1 month..
I never consider your feelings, only knowing to consider others, and always forgetting yours. I'm guilty towards him, and never felt guilty towards you though you've done so much more
I don't know how to lift my head up to you now. I don't know..